oceiros, the self-titled album

A notch in your bedpost, you're a pain in my side

I've been stealing some glances, take a day at a time

Been beating round the bush, but I'm tripping on the vines

I can't say too much, I'm tryna tow the line

This feeling, hard to ignore

I threw away the key and I locked it in the drawer

Evermore, its inclusion it implores

I don't give a fuck if I'm rotted to the core

Consumed, is losing the right to choose

Is fearing to check the news

Is forgetting everything you lose

When you grew

Consumed, is telling you what to do

Is learning nothing new

The friends you'd never lose

You lose

Consumed, the only thing holding you back

Is believing you can take the flak

A jacket you've never unpacked

Stays packed

Take a look at the portrait I painted

Is there something on my face, am I tainted

I don't know what to say, can't explain it

Took a piece of your heart and I stained it

And it won't wash off, I fucking hate it

Cus now we're locked off, still got your paintings

The mask I used to wear was more like you and me

Like a fucking kid I took the back seat

No, I'm not a bitch, I'll take a vaccine

Been a few years watching life from nosebleeds

Probably not gonna make it

Just the way you hated

If I was you I would do the same

I ain't got a clue why I've been this way

Been so damn long since I had a say

Shit's RIP I'll adopt a new name

If I was you I would do the same

I ain't got a clue why I've been this way

Been so damn long since I had a say

Shit's RIP I'll adopt a new name

I'm coming home, but not with the same face

And I'm not alone, I got a new coat of paint

Turn off the phone, if you really want me to stay

It's all the same waste, I pulled that shit, you ain't give me grace

As a matter of fact, why the fuck am I still attached to you?

Shit, let's take it back

Three years and you're knocking at my door

You see what's wrong with that?

I don't play like that, can you live like that?

I can't live live that, you okay with that?

Cus I'm good off that

I forgot you were righteous, watching through your eyelids

Wrong when your life ends, you beg me to make amends

Nobody needs you barking in their rearview

Hear what you want to from everyone above you

A plain built of dead leaves, broken glass and dead dreams

Accepts none but a leech, I've relinquished my piece

You slip and you fall in nicked upon your dead skin

Pondering what could have been

Without a life lead by sin

Look at me now

Locked in the car, the keys I need to start

Bracing for impact, racing through the bars

Apart from everyone else, is sitting on the shelf

A life unrealized, A perspective withheld

I face every day, the words I can't say

So I'll ask one last time, can you shine the light for me?

Look at me now

I feel like human garbage, I did nothing all day

Nothing got the best of me, I'm digging my own grave

My impotence is frustrating, it's nothing either way

I'm a block of marble and I can't chip away

I need someone to save me, but I don't know who

Need someone to embrace me, it's not gonna be you

I check again and again, but nothing came through

Not that it'd change anything, I'll stay here in my room

So if you've got that much more to say

Have the balls to say it to my face

There's no next time

So get it out and move out of my way

I'm scared of the future, how much do you know bout my past?

It's a wound unsutured, hope someone can fix it up fast

How long would it last if you told me

Everything I need to know, gone in a flash

No, not coming back, you're just like the last

Just a little less brave

A soul, with no capacity to change

Lays static, for years and years to come

A man, whose eyes have withered

Surely can't observe every color

Fighting with my back to the wall

Hands around the hilt like I grip my resolve

Holding my breath as my name you call

Close my eyes and pray as my omens dissolve

But it's not the time or place for it all

It's a blessing that I have a say at all

Only at night do I listen to you

Cause I'm so afraid, hemorrhage the truth

I don't wanna see you tonight, at dusk I'll make things right

It's too late to say goodbye, I float under the moonlight

Free falling for a few years

Don't know where, on the current

Stasis is death, don't you know it?

Free falling for some time now

Give up control, float about

Stasis is death, don't you know it?

Free falling for a few years

Don't know where, on the current

Stasis is death, don't you know it?

Free falling for some time now

Give up control, float about

Stasis is death, don't you know it?

My fate, toe tag dated

I tried to leave home but I never got away

My hope, slowly fading

I tried to live without you but things were never same

I never thought twice bout the fate you protected

Wearing that ring like the Faith and Protection

I looked at your eyes and the fear you projected

A wound so deep, you never healed the infection

And that's fine, stand your ground just don't take mine

You're doing the most, stay online

Beat around the bush you always trip on the vines

Never felt bad bout stealing that line

The more she says to come home, the less I wanna follow

She said her heart's too cold, so she wants mine to borrow

The more she says to come home, the less I wanna follow

She said her heart's too cold, so she wants mine to borrow

I take time so you notice me

I swear I do, I swear I do

I cross the line so you scold me

It's all I do, it's all I do

I take time so you notice me

I swear I do, I swear I do

I cross the line so you scold me

It's all I do, it's all I do

I'll see you in thirty, I'm so damn dirty

Don't ignore the timeline, she turned to me

I don't want to see him tonight, with tears in her eyes

Every single promise she made, turned to a lie

I wish I had more foresight, didn't want to make her omens

Die, out, It's alright, now

I came here for a reason, to find, out

The problem

The problem needs a cause

A cause needs a key

A key needs a lock

But a lock can be picked

Why was I picked for this? It don't make no sense

Don't wanna wreck no omens

Fighting with my back to the wall

Yet another time from grace I fall

Consumed, back to you I crawl

It's nothing I haven't seen before